This is the famous deathbed testimony of James Nayler (or Naylor), who
died in 1660 at the age of 44. Nayler had, in 1656, been found guilty of
blasphemy and suffered cruel tortures, including, along with other severe
punishments, receiving brutal scourgings, having his tongue bored through
with a hot iron, and having the letter "B" branded on his forehead. I
believe that his sufferings were made worse by his rejection by many
Friends, including George Fox. For a fuller account of Nayler's passion,
see my "The Power of
Suffering Love: James Nayler and Robert Rich." --George Amoss
There is a spirit which I feel, that delights to do no evil, nor to avenge
any wrong, but delights to endure all things in hope to enjoy its own in
the end. Its hope is to outlive all wrath and contention, and to weary out
all exaltation and cruelty, or whatever is of a nature contrary to itself.
It sees to the end of all temptations. As it bears no evil in itself, so
it conceives none in thought to any other: if it be betrayed, it bears it;
for its ground and spring are the mercies and forgiveness of God. Its
crown is meekness, its life is everlasting love unfeigned, and takes its
kingdom with entreaty, and not with contention, and keeps it by lowliness
of mind. In God alone it can rejoice, though none else regard it, or can
own its life. It is conceived in sorrow, and brought forth without any to
pity it; nor doth it murmur at grief, and oppression. It never rejoiceth
but through sufferings; for with the world's joy it is murdered. I found
it alone, being forsaken. I have fellowship therein with them who lived in
dens, and desolate places of the earth, who through death obtained this
resurrection, and eternal holy life.
Source: William Sewell, The History of the Rise, Increase and Progress
of the Christian People Called Quakers  (New York, 1844), pp. 202,
203.
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